PHILADELPHIA

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To whomever named the show “it’s always sunny in Philadelphia”, you lied. 

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FEELING A BIT DEFEATED

I’m currently working towards my bachelors degree online, and I’ll admit that it’s not as easy as I thought it would be. I thought that I would be able to work, study, still visit my family and friends, and also have some downtime. But it’s just not that easy. With this extra expense of school, I’m having to work more and find trips that allow me to study and complete homework assignments while I’m traveling. I hate having to say no to my family and friends because I have school work to complete, but I just don’t have a choice sometimes. There’s just so many things pulling me in every direction, and I want to do well in school. I want to be able to complete my degree so I can become a teacher in a few years. I’ve thought about taking a eight weeks (the length of a course online) off, just to work a lot, spend the holidays with my family and friends, and not be so distracted with everything else going on. But I’m afraid, terrified actually, that once I take time off, it’ll be really hard for me to get back into it. Last time I took a break from school, I didn’t go back for 6 years. I can’t do that again. I’m so proud of myself, and I know my family is proud of me too, for going back to school. I don’t want to stop, but I don’t want to completely overwhelm myself and miss out on significant time with my loved ones. Ugh, I’m just feeling a bit defeated right now. 

GAME OF THRONES

As ashamed as I am to admit it, I’ve finally started to watch Game of Thrones. I know, I know. I’m late! Please don’t judge me too much. I just finished season one, and I must say I’m slightly addicted. Some of the scenes are really intense to watch, you know which ones I’m talking about. But so far, it’s definitely kept me captivated. It’s definitely a show where you really have to pay attention, and sometimes pause and rewind to find out exactly what they’re talking about and what’s happening. It’s not the show to watch when you’re just looking to turn on the TV and forget about your day. There’s some parts I have problems with, obviously the rape scenes, the beheadings, and just the cruelty and gore of it all. Personally, I have a hard time believing things like magic and dragons, but somehow I find this series to be really good! My question is, what do you guys think of Game of Thrones?

A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE

Changes are being made. I’m not quite ready to share exactly what’s been happening, but it’s happening. I’m scared that it might disappear again, I’m scared that it won’t be the same, but I’m trying. I’m pushing my fears to the side, and starting new. All I know is that I’m happy and this is what I want. Hopefully my family and friends will stand beside me and support me in these changes, and me taking a chance again. A move will be happening eventually, to a new place that I don’t know much about. One day, maybe not this year, but sometime, I’ll be leaving California for good. It completely terrifies me, but I know it needs to happen. It’ll be good for me, good for my future, good for my life story. I’m a bit sad that this part of my life is ending, but I’m excited for this next chapter in my life.