It’s been one month since I’ve posted. It’s been two and a half months since my life has changed considerably. And it just continues to change every day.
I got my heart broken. I’ve been struggling for months now, trying to find the words and trying to find the strength to explain. And to be honest, I still don’t have them. I still don’t know what to do, what to say, how to feel. But, I guess I’m trying to distract myself as much as possible.
I’m very fortunate with my job. It’s allowing me to buy a brand new car! As soon as it arrives at the dealership, I will be signing the papers!!!! Also, my schedule is flexible enough to allow me to go back to school. I’m currently researching different online universities to find what fits my lifestyle, my dreams, and ultimately will get me a degree in education and my teaching credentials in one giant swoop. Any suggestions or recommendations would be amazing!
I have been really interested in photography since I started flying a year ago (almost!). Previously, I had just been using my iPhone camera, and its been doing amazing. I’ve loved some of the pictures I’ve been taking. But, I wanted to take it to the next level. For my birthday, my dad bought me a camera! My very own Nikon P900!!!!! I haven’t used it too much yet, and have only made it to about page 9 on the manual. (I was just too excited) One of these days when I have a chance, maybe I’ll make it to page 20.
My friends. Oh my friends! I could not have made it this far without my best friends. They have been just so incredibly supportive, understanding, kind, and just amazing people to me. They’ve seen me at my lowest, and they’ve always been there when I need them. I couldn’t have asked for better people by my side right now.
I don’t know what’s going to happen in the future. I don’t know how I’m going to make it through today. But I’m trying. I’m trying the best that I can. Some days are really hard, and some days are easier. But I’m trying.